Always wanting to BE where I'm not . . .

How about just 'wanting to BE' . . .


I'm happy and content 90% of the time. The other 10% is spent wondering if I am who I think I am ~
                                         
                                        A dreamer, and a malcontent.


Or am I a whole person, packaged neatly and easy to open . . .


I'm happy being my own person, but I still have a propensity to change my orientation toward making others' happy, a female trait.
                       
                 That's not a 'bad' thing unless I lose track of my reason for BEing.


Witness the age-old BE-ism's:


Just BE yourself.
BE anything you want to BE.
"They" want me to BE something I'm just not.
Just let it BE.


From this day forth I am what I am, that's all that I am, and it's all that I ever will BE!

This little shell had no choice.
But I do!